"Rise, rise up through this
and as you stand above it,
smile and be breathless."
— Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)
(via tylerknott)
Treading water
Has all but exhausted me.
I swim
And float
And drift
Toward the unseen shoreline,
Doing all I can
To keep my head above the waves
That break
Upon my forward gazing face,
Always in fear
Of the current,
Of the undertow,
Of drowning.
Just as my outstretched toes
Brush against loose sand
And the edge of land
Offers the promise of sure footing,
I am overcome
With a strong desire
To dive backward.
As I consider my packed schedule for the coming month with hardly any fear that I have no downtime for weeks, it occurs to me that perhaps I could write a self-help book on how to change from being an introvert/recluse/”suburban hermit” to actually participating in life. But I’m not sure exactly how I’ve done it, and I’m even less sure I truly have.